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12 September Brown Eyes/ 戀人未滿Beyonce - Brown EyesRemember the first day when I saw your face?
Remember the first day when you smiled at me? You stepped to me, and then you said to me, I was the woman you dreamed about. Remember the first day when you called my house? Remember the first day when you took me out? We had butterflies although we tried to hide it, And we both had a beautiful night. The way we held each other's hand, The way we talked, the way we laughed, It felt so good to find true love I knew right then and there you were the one Ooh oh oooh I know that he loves me, cause he told me so I know that he loves me, cause his feelings show When he stares at me, you see he cares for me You see how he is so deep in love I know that he loves me cause it's obvious I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts And he's missing me, if he's not kissing me And when he looks at me his brown eyes tell his soul Remember the first day, the first day we kissed? Remember the first day we had an arguement? We apologized, and then we compromised And we haven't argued since Remember the first day we stopped playing games? Remember the first day you fell in love with me? It felt so good for you to say those words Cause I felt the same way too The way we held each other's hand, The way we talked, the way we laughed It felt soo good to fall in love And I knew right then and there you were the one ooh oh ohhwoah I know that he loves me, cause he told me so I know that he loves me, cause his feelings show When he stares at me you see he cares for me You see how he is so deep in love, I know that he loves me cause it's obvious I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts And he's missing me, if he's not kissing me And when he looks at me his brown eyes tell his soul. I'm so happy, so happy that you're in my life And baby now that you're a part of me You showed me, Showed me the true meaning of love (the true meaning of love) And I know he loves me I know that he loves me, cause he told me so I know that he loves me, cause his feelings show When he stares at me you see he cares for me You see how he is so deep in love I know that he loves me cause it's obvious I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts And he's missing me, if he's not kissing me And when he looks at me his brown eyes tell his soul He looks at me and his brown eyes... Tell his soul 戀人未滿 - S.H.E 為什麼只和你能聊一整夜 再向前一點點 我就會點頭 4 June BrokenBroken Things in the Bible
Five broken things in the Bible and the results achieved by them: 1) Broken Pitchers (Judges 7:18,19) and the light shone out 2) A Broken Box (Mark 14:3) and the ointment was poured out 3) Broken Bread (Matt 14:10) and the hungry were fed 4) A Broken Body (I Cor 11:24) and the world was saved 5) A Broken Will (Psa 51:17) and a life of fulfillment in Christ Source unknown taken from http://www.bible.org/illus.php?topic_id=185 10 April This Is My SaviourTHEY SHOUTED "CRUCIFY" AS HE STUMBLED ON THE ROAD WEIGHT OF THE WORLD, ALL THE PAIN THE CROSS BECAME HIS LOAD HE WAS INNOCENT YET ACCUSED AND BLAMED SENT TO SAVE A FALLEN WORLD TO BEAR ALL OUR SHAME THEY SHOUTED "CRUCIFY" AS HE CLIMBED THE LONELY HILL BEARING THE SHAME OF THE MOCKING CROWD WHILE HEAVEN EARTH STOOD STILL HE WAS INNOCENT YET ACCUSED AND BLAMED SENT TO SAVE A FALLEN WORLD TO BEAR ALL OUR SHAME CHROUS: THIS IS YOUR SAVIOR PURE LOVE OF HEAVEN SENT TO DIE ON CALVARY TO BEAR THE SINS OF ALL REJECTED CURSED TO DIE LOVE SILENTLY ENDURED HIS BLOOD POURED OUT AN OFFERING AT THE FOOT OF THE CROSS THEY PUT A CROWN OF THORNS UPON HIS BLEEDING HEAD WHIPPED HIM AS HE STRUGGLED ON HE UTTERED NOT A WORD HE WAS INNOCENT YET ACCUSED AND BLAMED SENT TO SAVE A FALLEN WORLD TO BEAR ALL OUR SHAME (CHROUS) HAA...AAAH FOR THE BROKENHEARTED FOR THE POOR, THE WEAK FOR THE BLIND AND SEARCHING HE SHED HIS BLOOD FOR YOU AND ME 6 April A Chinese Odessy- My Favourite Line曾经有一份真诚的爱情放在我面前，我没有珍惜，
等我失去的时候我才后悔莫及，
人世间最痛苦的事莫过于此。
如果上天能够给我一个再来一次的机会，
我会对那个女孩子说三个字：我爱你。
如果非要在这份爱上加上一个期限，
我希望是......一万年！
oh man!!! How Romantic !!
A Chinese OdessyI have watched this classic twice in the first 3 months of 2007. I n my opinion, it's one of the best, if not, the best movie by Stephen Chow's. Look at the following lines and you'll know why.. Enjoy:
大话西游精彩对白： 23 September Food for the SoulHappy moments, PRAISE GOD. Difficult moments, SEEK GOD. Quiet moments, WORSHIP GOD. Painful moments, TRUST GOD. Every moment, THANK GOD. 10 September Be Strong and of Good Courage5 No man shall be able to stand before you all the days of your life; as I was with Moses, so I will be with you. I will not leave you nor forsake you. 6 Be strong and of good courage, for to this people you shall divide as an inheritance the land which I swore to their fathers to give them. 7 Only be strong and very courageous, that you may observe to do according to all the law which Moses My servant commanded you; do not turn from it to the right hand or to the left, that you may prosper wherever you go. 8 This Book of the Law shall not depart from your mouth, but you shall meditate in it day and night, that you may observe to do according to all that is written in it. For then you will make your way prosperous, and then you will have good success. 9 Have I not commanded you? Be strong and of good courage; do not be afraid, nor be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go."
10 Then Joshua commanded the officers of the people, saying, 11 "Pass through the camp and command the people, saying, 'Prepare provisions for yourselves, for within three days you will cross over this Jordan, to go in to possess the land which the Lord your God is giving you to possess.' " 1 September W221 - Gone But Not ForgottenI still remember those days when I would day- dreamed about wanting to get attached and be proposed under a sky of fireworks. Never once was I ever disapointed with Fire Works during National Days & New Years.
However, I was shattered to know I have to disband my CG. I felt I was the greatest sinner in the world. I had not a single ounce of idea how to break the news to my beloved members.
I could never imagine how Jasmine - the gal who carried great burdens for the CG, burdens sometimes I felt was just too much for me, would react. Seeing you left Party World was probably a relive for me. Yet to call you to share the news was too inhumane for me. I was totally helpless hearing you broke down over the phone. But we would be of no help to see each other crying.
It made things even tougher when Seng Chong msn me that he wanted to share offering message for the next CG meeting. How could I reject him? I lost a part of me when I know this guy, who seems everything is possible through Christ, would not longer be my helper anymore.
Kun, YuHong, Vann are my guitarists. Cool huh? I'm not musically inclined at all - no sense of rhythm and tone-deaf. Yet amazingly, I've groom these 3 of them to be guitarist I can call my own. Thanks to kun who earnestly took time to teach skills to your students. Thanks to Yuhong and Vann for feeding on your desire to want to be a guitarist. You've all done well for coming so far.
To brave- hearted Fiona, I know it's not easy to introduce this CG to your friends. After all, some of us are younger and may seem irrelevant to your friends. Yet you kept trying to reach out and have done so much for your friends and every member. Thank you for taking your time to pick my birthday top. Keep encouraging me to lose some weight dear. I'm dying to wear the top but it's not flattering on me yet.. I'll wear it surely when the time is right!
Shi En, my Champion. What else do I have to say upon seeing how this lady changed so much. You now take the initiative to call me and ask about Cg details. Your smile on your face shows that you're really changed and I'm proud of you.
Desmond, one of the men who will make things happen. Thank you so much for making everyone feel special. You're one of the the kind who would go the extra mile to get a birthday present for everyone. I love the Princess mirror as it is so "Me"
I'm thankful and glad to know Soo Eng has grown so much over these years. This gal had gone through so much at home for Christ's sake. I know Jesus must have touched your live in a very special way and you must have encounters with Him personally when you encouraged me and touched me. Like what I said, I can't remember encouraging my CGL when she disbanded her cg many years ago.
I will miss Sophia's sms dearly. She's one of the lesser friends I have who will sms me "good night" and "good morning" test messages. Not only that, she'll be the first one to share her revelations with me when she has caught something from heaven. This gal is blessed with a good vocal. Do hope she'll make good use of it.
Dear elites, keep on keeping on. Keep on loving Jesus and enjoying serving God's house.
You guys are my supermen and superwomen. Without you, I would not have come this far. I love you!
Rest assured I'll keep you updated when I find myself a good man!
28 August JULY BABY----------------JULY BABY --------------
Fun to be with Secretive
Difficult to fathom and to be understood
Quiet unless excited or tensed
Takes pride in oneself Has reputation
Easily consoled
Honest
Concerned about people's feelings
Tactful
Friendly
Approachable
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable Moody and easily hurt Witty and sparkly
Spazzy at times
Not revengeful
Forgiving but never forgets
Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things
Guides others physically and mentally
Sensitive and forms impressions carefully
Caring and loving
Treats others equally
Strong sense of sympathy
Wary and sharp
Judges people through observations
Hardworking
No difficulties in studying
Loves to be alone
Always broods about the past and the old friends
Waits for friends
Never looks for friends
Not aggressive unless provoked
Loves to be loved
Easily hurt but takes long to recover 'Money Can't Buy Happiness But Happiness May Buy Money'Kevin Maney
Money can't buy happiness, but happiness may buy money
In coffee shops, on commuter trains and over breakfasts of high-fructose corn syrup crunch, millions of people have no doubt pointed to the Martha Stewart headlines the past few days and made some snarky remark like, "See? That shows you that money can't buy happiness."
Certainly Stewart is not happy now that she's been convicted. Last week, when former WorldCom honcho Bernie Ebbers did the perp walk, he didn't look too happy, either. The Enron guys? Same story. Got rich. Not happy.
All might have avoided their fates had they paid more attention to science. There has been an explosion in happiness research lately. The field even has its own peer-reviewed publication called Journal of Happiness Studies, with articles such as "Personality, Psychosocial Variables, and Life Satisfaction of Chinese Gay Men in Hong Kong." (In case you were wondering, they're modestly satisfied with their lives.)
Anyway, the preponderance of scientific research — which runs from studies of the brain to statistical analysis — suggests that money cannot, in fact, buy happiness.
A couple of weeks ago, happiness research dominated the agenda at a conference called TED 2004, which was attended mostly by wealthy technology CEOs, investors and entrepreneurs. Amazon.com CEO Jeff Bezos, who always seems like the happiest guy on the planet, was there. So was Steve Case, who put together the disastrous AOL-Time Warner merger and now seems pretty grumpy. When I asked in polite conversation what he's been doing lately, he groused, "Trying to stay out of the newspapers."
All these rich people were told why their wealth won't make them happy, which you'd think they would find depressing.
For instance, one presentation was by author and psychologist Mihaly Csikszentmihalyi, otherwise referred to in conversation among TED attendees as "that consonant guy." Csikszentmihalyi put up one chart showing that personal income in the USA has nearly tripled since 1956, while the number of Americans who say they're very happy has remained the same year after year — about 30%.
"The lack of material resources contributes to unhappiness," he told the audience. "But an increase does not contribute to happiness."
In another session, Harvard University researcher Daniel Gilbert showed one photo of a lottery winner and another of someone who was paralyzed in an accident. One year after their life-changing events, his studies show, both were equally happy.
Why? Gilbert explained that humans can synthesize happiness. Even after a disaster, most people return to a kind of happiness set point, which other studies say is genetically determined. We rationalize, we find new ways to be happy — whatever it takes. It's what my mother called "making do." It's why someone can look back on getting laid off and say it turned out for the best. Even if pain or anger lingers, we can be happy.
More of the science is explained in a new book, Mind Wide Open, by Steven Johnson. He gets into new research about dopamine, a chemical that acts as a reward accountant in your brain. It makes you feel good or bad depending on your expectation of what will happen.
For example, if you expect the sex to be great and it's not, you might feel down even though you got to have sex. If you expect a night of monkish chastity and get one good tonsil-rocking kiss, you might be ecstatic. With dopamine, it's all relative.
That gets back to why money doesn't necessarily make someone happy long term.
If you've built a business and you own a boat and a horse farm and lots of people want to bow at your feet, your brain comes to expect every day to be like that. If that's exactly what happens, you don't get any special dopamine reward.
Because dopamine is released based on expectations, you only get a dopamine cocktail if something better than what you expected happens. Your dopamine accountant's expectations constantly readjust to your new circumstances. That tends to make you just as happy or unhappy now as you were back when you worked in the mailroom and drove a Ford Pinto.
This might help explain why a Martha Stewart or Bernie Ebbers kept clawing for more money even after they had made millions, made headlines and gained power. They were really desperate for more dopamine, and they thought the next level of money, fame or success would get it. But their dopamine accountants readjusted and the high didn't last. Essentially, they overdosed on money and power for much the same reason Janis Joplin overdosed on heroin.
Now, as Johnson points out, there's an interesting tangent to this. Brain researchers found that activity in your prefrontal cortices — located behind your forehead, about where you feel a Jägermeister hangover — signifies idea generation and lively thought. Sadness decreases prefrontal cortical activity, while happiness increases it.
If you tease that out, it means that happy people are more likely to have good ideas and think quickly, which often leads to success and thus to increased wealth. So it's entirely possible that while money can't get you happiness, happiness can get you money.
So perhaps the TED attendees are successful in the technology industry because they're happy, which could explain why they don't seem to feel badly about learning that money won't buy happiness. When I asked, many said they found the conference's message uplifting.
Any way you slice it, we are good at locking onto a happiness set point. Assuming Stewart is out of jail a few years from now, she probably will look back on her conviction and say it was the best thing that could've happened. 30 July Counting My blessings9 days after my birthday, I finally took some time to blog about my birthdat pressies =)
WYZ: Pink top with lace and black jacket with lace *sweet*
Attributes: Cake ang Fox Voucher *surprised*
W221: Outreach BBQ - Ze Ke came, Cake, self-designed card and an exquisite top *will wear on Church's 17th Anniversary Celebration*
Beloved Friends: Late at night at Macau Express after CG, with Doreen, Carrie, Kai Xin, Benny, Qi Zheng, Davin, Yang Yi and Boon Hwee. Qi Zheng and Davin gave a love offering and a card. The rest gave a bag *yeah!*
Yuhong: Card *thanks for all you've done!*
Seng Chong: Card *it's more than enough, thanks for being part of my life*
Thanks friends. You are my love!
What would I do without you? 3 July Birthday SurprisesOn my birthday for the last two yeras, I had receive surprise birthday presents from an anonymous person.
2004 was a very very beautiful bookmark and 2005 was a matching beaded necklace and bracelet.
On my birthday cards, this person would signed off with a fish symbol.
Thank you so much for making my birthday sweeter and indeed memorable. Hope to receive yet another pleasant surprise from you again. 19 June 长今亲人话长今Hooray!! Finally I have finished watching <大长今> over the weekend! To think that my mommy, daddy, brother and his girl friend had finished watching the series 1 week ahead of me, and they are watching another HK drama simply amazes me.
Anyway, as I was rushing to complete the show, I fast-forwarded many sections of the show and thus missed many parts. Moreover, I was trying very hard to keep myself awake and at times lost battle to Monster Z. Guess I was more interested to find out how did 长今 and 闵正浩 tied the knots..hahahha ... what an idealistic and perfect couple.
To speak the truth, I did not understand how could this show captivates the hearts of so many asians across the globe. In fact, I watch the show just because I want to be part of the craze. Of course, I missed a few episods and felt it was no big deal.
When Mommy came back from holiday, she bought back the VCD and I watched from scratch again, while Channel U was airing something like the 40th plus episode. Then and then, the story began to pick up somewhat during the 50th-or-so-episode, where the bad people were convicted of their crime and how 长今 and 闵正浩 tell of their love for each other. And yes, I washed my face with tears since then.
I love almost every conversation between 长今 and her 大人..
1. The sence where 长今 fell asleep while studying some medication record books and 大人 said silently "希望你一夜无梦。。 我单心你连做梦都幸苦。
2. The sence where 大人 and 长今 were sitting under a shelter, devasated, 长今 tried to explain why she wanted to run away and 大人 said “我不许听，不许知道，也不必靠卢。。”
3. The sence where they were walking on snow ground, 长今 asked 大人 if it didnt matter that he had to eat grass root to survive, dig through the mud etc, just to be with her. 大人 replied "就因为是你，才没关系。”
4. well.. many many more .... below are some very encouring words her friends and teachers said to her:
韩尚宫（长今的老师）：你这孩子就是固执，就是因为这样我喜欢你，你的脑子里没有其他杂念，这样才好。不知道这样，会让你有多么辛苦。也不知道这样，会让我替你多么担心，你就这么做吧。照你的方式去做吧。
德久叔（长今的义父）：她不想做则已，只要长今她决定要做，就一定可以达成目的的。大人，我虽然不是很清楚，我们家长今一定会得第一名的，大人，您说对吧！ 闵正浩（长今的恋人）：你说过为什么贱民不能上学堂。你说过为什么女人就不能抓兔子。那就是徐医女你的本性。所以，你才会有今天。你做到了许多其他人认为不可能的事情，我现在再度回到宫廷，并不是在乎徐医女的安危，我的安危，或是右相大人的安危，儒生们的反对看来是很严重的，但是在朝鲜的历史上，这种事情是屡见不鲜的，事情无论如何都会解决。不过，徐医女成为皇上主治医官的事，在朝鲜历史上是不可能发生的事。
中宗（爱恋长今的人）：坐在君王这个位子上，不可以有爱慕这个感情，但我还是爱上了你。不想违背你的意愿得到你，但你是唯一能给朕安慰的人，你必须留在朕的身边，这也许是朕的一种爱慕方式。身为君王，我命令你；身为男人，我请求你，留在我的身边。 张德（长今的老师）：你去做主治医官吧，就算只做一天也要做，虽然当初我是为了要报仇才成为医女的，但是在行医方面，我一向都是认真诚意的……但是，不管我在怎么努力，我还是一个女人，我虽然施行医术，但是却一直不被病患信任，因此，我的性格就越来越刚烈暴躁。我所需要的，并不是很大的上次，也不是什么名声，只希望像男人一样，对我所做的事情，给予肯定和鼓励……一定要让大家看到，女人也可以施行高超的医术，女人也可以做好自己该做的事情才对。你具备这样的品性和才华，就算做一天也要做，就算为此而死也要做。 闵正浩：微臣真心爱慕医女长今，因为她是女人，更重要的是这个女人在学医术的过程中，所表现的坚忍意志以及她吃苦受难的精神，都让微臣倾心，更尊重爱慕她。这个女人一切都是珍贵的，也许微臣无法得到这个女人，也许长今以后要面临更大的悲伤与苦难。拜托皇上，让长今走她自己想走的路，这是我爱慕她的方式。 ..........................................................................................................................
Yeah, I will find Madam Time to watch the last few CDs again. This is a very very nice show ok........ 13 June Get Out of Your Country
He SaidHe said "Let's Do It." means "It Should Have Been Done Yesterday.".
He said "It's A Good Idea." means "Let's Have It Done Tomorrow." 6 June Where Have You Called Me To?Take All Of Me
I Give You My All
For All Of You
Move In Your Power
Open The Heavens Lord Today
Take All Of Me
Make Us Your Light
For All To See
Change This World We Live In
Let Your Harvest In
Let Your Harvest In 5 June The Night I Misplaced My WalletFirst thing I did after losing my wallet, I quickly went back to the hall hoping that I might be able to find it. Beloved friends knew about it and helped to comb the section where I sat but to no avail.
Reception did not have my wallet and had to ask the securities. The securitiies took down my "statement" in a very professional manner. *good job!* And they might have think that I was like xiao ding dong.
Questions aked:
Name
CG
CGL
Zone
Colour of Wallet
Brand of Wallet *oppsy*
Where I was sitting
Contact Number
That security even repeated my story to make all was right.
After many attempts to make me remember where I last saw my wallet.. I suddenly remember I had placed my wallet in Mrs. S's bag! Cool eh, and that made me ran all the way to the MRT Station. As a result he missed the long waited and and long frequency train.
After the ordeal, beloved friends and I went airport for dinner/supper at McDonlads. Afterwich, I did not manage to catch my last bus and had to take a cab from Tampines.
What a day!
25 May Man's Temptation and Woman'sIf a man's biggest temptation is to be passive, a woman's biggest temptation is to take control.
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